Why Didn’t God Heal Me?

Why didn't God heal me?

So last post we saw my friend Mike’s miracle: how he had a heart attack but was healed. It really was remarkable the way things turned out. But when you read that post, you may have said in your head, “Yes, that’s great that your friend Mike was healed. But what about Christians who aren’t healed? What about Christians who have a thousand people praying for them, but then they die anyway?”

That’s a fair question.

Of course that happens often. By definition a miracle is something out of the ordinary, and ordinarily when someone has a terminal illness, they die, whether they’re a Christian or not. Here are a few things to consider concerning prayer, terminal illness, and dying.

Jesus Christ Cares About You And Your Terminal Illness

When Jesus arrived on the scene after Lazarus died and he saw Lazarus’s sister grieving, “He was deeply moved in spirit and was troubled…” And he wept. And when Jairus’s only daughter, who was just twelve, died, Jesus responded. So God cares about your illness.

And we also know God cares about you personally because He gave His only Son to die, on your behalf, so you could be reconciled to Him, so you could spend eternity with Him. He paid the heaviest price, His own son’s life, so you could dwell with Him forever. (John chapter 11, Luke 8:40-56)

God cares.

The Best Day Of Your Life

Because God gave His only Son to die to reconcile you to Him, the best day in the life of a Christian is the last day in the life of a Christian. Because that’s the day you enter into eternity with your Father and your Savior His Son. That’s the day you enter into heaven. We all want to enter in. And the process of dying is not the end, but it’s the way we enter in. For the Christian, death is without sting. For the Christian, death is birth, into heaven. I don’t know about you but for me, I don’t want to hang around on this earth forever. I want to die when God wants me to die. I want to experience heaven, with Him and His Son. (1 Corinthians 15:55-57)

In Hebrews the Bible says Jesus endured suffering and death on the cross for the joy set before Him. You can draw strength and endurance from the same source. Your joy awaits you, in heaven.

Your Illness Doesn’t Mean God Is Punishing

If you have a serious illness that could end in death, one thing you need to know is that it doesn’t mean it’s a result of your sin. Each of our deaths is a part of God’s plan for us. God has decided we will all die of something. We’re all terminal, every one of us. Sometimes people experiencing the process of dying forget this and think their illness is because of past or present sin. But remember the blind man from John chapter 9. As Jesus passed by him Jesus’ disciples asked if he was blind because of his sin (or his parent’s sin–a popular idea at that time). Jesus said it was neither. Jesus said he was blind so God could be glorified. (John chapter 9)

God’s Glory

Death is a part of God’s plan. And a slow passing from illness is often the way it happens. We won’t know all the reasons why this side of heaven, but one reason is to glorify God. There are people who wouldn’t be influenced in the least by a healthy Christian leading a normal life, but some of those same people can see Christ in a Christian who is dying well.

I just read about a lady with terminal lung cancer who initially focused almost exclusively on her disease. Her prayers revolved around petition for healing. But over time she learned to take inventory on the good God sent her way. And she realized she was blessed way beyond what she previously thought. Her prayers changed and so did her attitude. Through thanksgiving she learned to lean on her Father one day at a time. The result was friends and family were blessed and inspired by her faith and her courage. She was transformed into the likeness of God’s Son as a result of her illness. (Romans 8:29) (Wylie)

Ed Dobson’s story is the same. His amazing film series is about dying over a period of years from ALS. If you’re interested, you can check it out here: Ed’s Story

And of course Jesus provides the ultimate inspiration for leaving a legacy of love through suffering and death. His suffering and death had the ultimate meaning. His suffering and death reconciled us to our Father. But your suffering and death has meaning too. Your suffering and death can draw the people in your circles closer to Christ.

So you have to ask yourself, “How do I want these years to be remembered after I die? And what do I want my last years to be like before I’m face to face with my Father in heaven?” If you really think it through, glorifying God in your illness is the answer to those questions.

The Bottom Line

One of the bottom line foundations of faith in Christ is the belief that God has your best interests at heart, even if you don’t understand what He is allowing to happen to you. “And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.” God tells us in Romans 8:28. Job displayed this kind of faith throughout the book of Job, but especially so when he said, “Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him…”

When life is through, at the end of the day, your greatest triumph in life will spring from your greatest trial in life: your death. When you’re really hurt, when it’s really ugly, when it’s really painful, when it totally seems unfair, choose to do what Job did. Ignore those who say, “Curse God and die.” Ignore those who say, “Stay home and watch Netflix–and die.”. Trust God as Job did. Run toward Him as Job did. (Courson)

Job is one of the greatest men in history. We talk about Job today in these terms because Job did not curse God and die. (Job did not commit suicide. And if anyone had a good enough reason, Job did.)

So when that person, or that thought comes into your mind, the one that says, “Curse God and die.” The one that says, “Give up.” The one that says, “Quit.” Maybe it even says, “You’ve become a burden to the very people you love the most, they are better off without you.”


Don’t give up. Don’t quit. Don’t curse God and die. Stay, like Job stayed. And in the end, you’ll be great even as Job was great. You’ll enter into heaven with joy.

You’ll live to hear those words, “Well done good and faithful servant.” (Matthew 25:23)


What does the Bible say about coping/dealing with a terminal illness?, gotQuestions.org

Ed Dobson, Ed’s Story

Lorraine Wylie, Living With Terminal Illness, Rejoice Always

Jon Courson, 8/13/14 Bible study

Jim Davis, Why Me? (And Why That’s the Wrong Question), Leafwood, 2014

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13 Comments on “Why Didn’t God Heal Me?

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  3. If you really think it through, glorifying God in your illness is the answer to those questions:

    What a wonderful message Kurt! As we get older, our bodies belie our youthful inward spirit. Each decade comes with new challenges in health. Yes, we can petition our Creator to be healed but sometimes as you said He wants to be glorified in the manner of illness and how we react to it. So please allow me to share a recent glorification of the Almighty’s way of using the masses for healing.

    A dear man who is a “brother” in a world-wide ministry had a heart attack last year. Subsequently, on February 17th he felt he should go to the ER because his chest was bothering him. His daughter took him and dropped him off at the door as she parked the car. The doctors did the tests and couldn’t understand how this person walked into the ER under his own power (which I know was just the Father keeping him steady). He had four arteries which were blocked; two were at 80%, one at 90%, and the other 100%. His family history was taken into consideration; he experienced a stroke–eyes fuzzy but brain still worked, his Mom (over 80 yrs old) had one last year also. She helps in the ministry even now. Now mind you, he had been eating properly, taking supplements, and eating heart-healthy but working very hard ministerially.

    Needless-to-say he needed surgery. The problem was that he did not have health insurance as he walked by faith over 40 yrs and put his life into the ministry; he lived frugally as compared to some evangelists who live “high on the hog” as they say. His heart’s desire is only to reach the world with the Good News!

    Well, the ministry put out a plea online to the saints that had been blessed by this godly man’s teachings by setting up a fundraiser to obtain $150K for the surgery. The fundraiser ran for a couple of weeks. In a few short days $150K had come in so they could schedule the surgery; the first schedule was delayed due to inclement weather for medical personnel to get to the hospital, so they waited for the appropriate time to set the date.

    Back to the saints–meanwhile the monies kept pouring in. I started to track the numbers all the way through the process to the end of the fundraiser on March 8th which ended at $248,417. Since our Creator is ALL about life, it was evident his ministry was not over, he was just beginning a new life with a strong and healthy heart. The prayers that went up to the throne for this man were to us innumerable, but the Creator received them all. We were able to make comments on his fundraising site and I felt Spirit-lead to send these scriptures to him:

    Psalm 118:18
    Yah has chastened me sore; but He has not given me over to death.
    Psalm 119:30-31
    I have chosen the way of faithfulness: Thine ordinances have I set before me. I cleave to your testimonies: O Yehovah put me not to shame. I shall run the way of your commandments, when you shall enlarge my heart.

    This all just reminds me of these words:
    Isa 55:10 For as the rain cometh down, and the snow from heaven, and returneth not thither, but watereth the earth, and maketh it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater:
    Isa 55:11 So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.

    We must remind Him of His words and use them wisely; they may just save a life over and over again. Not only did this man glorify Elohim in his lifestyle of selflessness, but the Creator was glorified in his healing by using numerous saints to save a life and the continuance of spiritual lives as sheaves before the Father during a harvest which this brother will continue to do very shortly.

    Post surgical physician comments: His surgery went perfectly and he is recovering nicely in the intensive care unit. He will likely move to a regular room with a few days. The doctor said that his heart is very strong, and is even stronger now. His former palen complexion has given way to wonderful, healthy color and he is improving ever hour.

    As of this date he will be home fairly soon. All praise and glory and honor to our Great Physician!

    • Great to hear from you Bill. You know about what’s written in this blog better than I do. You’re living it. I see Christ in your writings sometimes. I pray He continues to walk with you through your valley. (Psalm 46:1)

  4. Great post, Kurt ~ Great reminder unto thankfulness, and the reality of an eternal perspective amid the trials we face here (John 16:33). Thanks for your ministry.

  5. Thank you Kurt for sharing this, for there is no greater joy in life than to use every opportunity of our lives to glorify God in all we are and do no matter what we face.
    He has a plan and I am glad He has chosen me to be a part of it.

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