So your faith feels dry. You have no desire to read the bible. And when you do, you read a paragraph and forget what you’ve read, so you read it again–and forget it again. The words on the page just feel lifeless. You find no inspiration in them.
You have no desire to go to church. The effort to get up, get ready, drive to church, and sit for an hour listening to mundane platitudes with a group of people you don’t even know, it just feels pointless.
God doesn’t feel personal, He doesn’t even feel present.
Where is God anyway?
You ask yourself, “Why can’t I find Him?”
Do you want to know why? Do you really want to find Him? Or are you avoiding Him intentionally.
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